Not My Fault

Yesterday was one of the most horrible days of my life. I got into my fist accident. It wasn't that bad, I was told it was more of a fender bender. I am ok, everyone is ok. This is what happened, there were two cars in front of the one I hit, he was following too close when they stopped to turn onto the interstate. I saw his brake lights so I started braking, then he came to a sudden stop. As soon as I saw him do this I had to jam on the brakes, but the car wouldn't stop in time. I ended up rear-ending him. It was not my fault. When the police came he admitted to the officer that it WAS his fault because he stopped short. There was NO damage at all. The guy said he wasn't even going to call his insurance because there was no damage. While my uncle was talking with the guy and the officer I was trying to call my mom, all I wanted to do right then was talk to my mom. During the whole thing I was completely losing it. I could help crying, when I talked to my mom she told me to breathe, but because I was such a mess I couldn't control my breathing and when ever I tried to just breathe I would get light-headed. I was shaking uncontrollably the entire time. But I am ok now I got home, took a hot shower and went to lay down and fell asleep watching "Leroy & Stitch".

Finally Speaking Out.

I know I haven't written in a while. We just saw the movie "Click". It has Adam Sandler in it and he is given this remote control that can pause, fast forward, and rewind real life. It's very good and very funny. Once and for all, I am speaking out. My uncle, after saying goodbye, gives me a hug and every now and then holds my hand. I DON'T LIKE BEING TOUCHED!!!! If my uncle is reading this, I'm sorry, but I DON'T LIKE IT! And that's NOT going to change. And I'm not going to try and practice trusting anyone to. It makes me feel VERY uncomfortable. I hate to sound like a B*TCH, but I just don't like it.

Nashville Shores

Yesterday I went to Nashville Shores. For those who don't know about it, it's a water park. I didn't go on any of the slides or the new ride, I just played mini golf and swam in the pool. They have this new slide that is like four stories high, and 170 feet long, it's called The Hippo, but I did't go on it. I think I would have a lot more fun if I had some friends. Next Sunday, me, my uncle, my mom and her husband, are possibly planning to go to Six Flags over Georgia, everyone but me is checking their schedules. I know I don't have anything planned for that day because I don't have any friends of my own, which is now, really starting to get to me. I think its causing depression to set in. So I really hope we can all go to Six Flags this weekend. I really need something to do. I especially want to do something like that this summer because this fall I will be starting college.